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# It’s not as easy as ...
April 29, 2017 / permalink



Np : Ipang - Teruslah Bermimpi.

I am not shy.

I am just including to the people who can’t being adapting easily.
Being in the new environment, into new places, new faces, new smile is actually an awkward things to do.
And i already trough that moment now.

Apa yang kau takutkanDengan semua ini

To be honest. Aku anak mami. Manja, of course. Dan aku nekat berkeinginan untuk merantau. Ingin mencoba hal baru yang tidak monoton.

Aku melanjutkan studyku di luar kota. At first, i thought that i didn’t really worry about communication. Toh sekarang sudah jamannya sosial media bukan?

But, nyatanya. Itu semua tidak akan pernah sanggup membayar.

Bukankah kesedihanSering kita alami

Aku berada di salah satu sekolah yang siswanya hampir semuanya terasa asing. No. I mean, i am the one who’s feel like stranger.

Disaat kebanyakan temanku sudah mempunyai teman -karena di sekolah sebelumnya mereka berada dalam sekolah yang sama-, di sisi lain aku hanya mempunyai 2 kenalan dimana aku dan mereka saja sama sekali tidak akrab. So, at that time, i really feel like alien from other planet who’s considered as a terrorist to the earth.

Setidaknya sekitar satu tahun, i am struggling very hard.

Keadaan iniBuat kita terbiasa
Aku belajar menerima. I pray to God all day. Even i cry a lot almost all night. It's for many reason that i can't share.
And now?
I wonder, why i did not want to them let go.

Dear my high school period, do not pass so quickly please. Aku baru saja nyaman akannya.

PercayalahLelah ini hanya sebentar saja

At first, i thought that it’s not as easy as i think before. But now,

Guys . .

I even don’t have any time to think about it.

I just actually,

.. did it.

Tetap tersenyumlahBiar semakin mudah

To be honest, i must be thankful to God for give me a chance that i can meet a lot of extra ordinary people on my way (You too. You, yes you). Each of you all gave me many lessons, some experiences, and too much amazing thing for me..

.. for the better me.

Thankyou.

And i don’t feel like a stranger anymore.

I wish.

Karena kesedihan punTernyata hanya sementara

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Blogger Izzah Alya said...

study di mana asiela? by the way goodluck okay and dont be sad :)

 
Blogger Selma Garuda said...

Di Purwokerto Banyumas Izzah 😊 Ofcourse and thankyou so muchhh Zah
Hope you are too <3

 

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